I was never big into the idea of marriage - ever. I guess it's a mixture of reasons.
I never liked celebrations of most sorts - weddings (other peoples), parties, proms, graduation, graduation celebrations, all that stuff. I guess it's exhausting and not very fun for me. Plus, from a SA standpoint, I can't imagine walking down an aisle in front of a room of people, exchanging vows, dancing! (I never really slow danced in my life..), having pictures taken of me, kissing and throwing cake in someone's face in front of others, and all that jazz and attention.
If I ever were to marry, as silly as this sounds, I would rather elope somewhere. Just me and my partner. I'd even do Vegas. Or just something quiet between the two of us.
My biggest worry is that my partner will want a traditional wedding and find it weird that I do not. That is why I don't know if I ever will get married. Plus, I have no one to invite outside my family and maybe one friend. And I wonder if my partner or others will think I'm less of a woman for not wanting a traditional wedding. Would my partner be okay with that? Is a man more likely to be okay with this - or think I'm a weirdo for not wanting a wedding?
There are other reasons that I am not into marriage anyway. First, I don't believe that you have to be married to be committed to someone. The idea of a life partner is more desirable to me than being married legally. Also, I am big on gay rights. So, I don't really want to marry until everyone else can marry.
Who knows, maybe my SA has contributed to my anti-marriage views. Though, perhaps it's a mixture of everything I've mentioned above. I've made it clear to a couple of my ex BFs that I didn't believe in marriage. I guess it is easier to look like I am going against the grain, than admitting I don't have anyone to invite or the will to have an actual wedding celebration.