tommydog
Well-known member
THIS is going to be an absolute rant i dont expect anyone to understand a word of it
They are so *UCKIN frustrating ! GRRRRR
my ex, she is ringing me again after all this time and carrying on like a *uckin fruitloop. she rings me on the premise that i may have hep b, which i since cleared negative for. Thats her way of getting my attention.
and then on and on and on we go about the past. she just cant see her self. she cant see what a mess she is, she thinks i am the one who is at fault for everything. she has this saying about herself "im gods practical joke". she cant see that everything that happens to her is because of her belief she is perfect, not because god is pulling her strings.
anyway, talking to her is useless its like trying to throw a tennis ball threw a brick wall. she hasnt changed a bit, probably never will, and assumes im the same. That couldnt be further from the truth.
i never stop trying to make myself better, thats why iv gone from debilitating panic attacks to were i am today.
in summary, this whole thing is her sucking up so she can get the upper hand on me that she so desperatly feels she needs. I have been ignoring her rubbish and staying neautral, and its just gotten to the point were she has gone off her tree because she cant get it over me.
phew what a rave that was
tommy
They are so *UCKIN frustrating ! GRRRRR
my ex, she is ringing me again after all this time and carrying on like a *uckin fruitloop. she rings me on the premise that i may have hep b, which i since cleared negative for. Thats her way of getting my attention.
and then on and on and on we go about the past. she just cant see her self. she cant see what a mess she is, she thinks i am the one who is at fault for everything. she has this saying about herself "im gods practical joke". she cant see that everything that happens to her is because of her belief she is perfect, not because god is pulling her strings.
anyway, talking to her is useless its like trying to throw a tennis ball threw a brick wall. she hasnt changed a bit, probably never will, and assumes im the same. That couldnt be further from the truth.
i never stop trying to make myself better, thats why iv gone from debilitating panic attacks to were i am today.
in summary, this whole thing is her sucking up so she can get the upper hand on me that she so desperatly feels she needs. I have been ignoring her rubbish and staying neautral, and its just gotten to the point were she has gone off her tree because she cant get it over me.
phew what a rave that was
tommy
