When I'm down.. (Not for the squeamish)

PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
I wasn't raised in the hood
But I know a thing or two about pain and darkness
If it wasn't for this music I don’t know how I would have fought this
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GD6gKjtpkFM



What do you mean, "I don't believe in God"?
I talk to him every day.
What do you mean, "I don't support your system"?
I go to court when I have to.
What do you mean, "I can't get to work on time"?
I got nothing better to do
And, what do you mean, "I don't pay my bills"?
Why do you think I'm broke? Huh?

[Chorus:]
If there's a new way,
I'll be the first in line.
But, it better work this time.

What do you mean, "I hurt your feelings"?
I didn't know you had any feelings.
What do you mean, "I ain't kind"?
I'm just not your kind.
What do you mean, "I couldn't be the president of the United States of America"?
Tell me something, it's still "We the people", right?

[Chorus: (repeat)]
If there's a new way
I'll be the first in line,
But, it better work this time.

Can you put a price on peace?
Peace,
Peace sells...,
Peace,
Peace sells...,
Peace sells...,but who's buying?
Peace sells...,but who's buying?
Peace sells...,but who's buying?
Peace sells...,but who's buying?
[n+1 times more]
No, peace sells...
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=S6LL5iA6y9o


In my hour of need
Ha you're not there
And though I reached out for you
Wouldn't lend a hand

Through the darkest hour
Grace did not shine on me
It feels so cold, very cold
No one cares for me

Did you ever think I get lonely
Did you ever think that I needed love
Did you ever think to stop thinking
You're the only one that I'm thinking of

You'll never know how hard I tried
To find my space and satisfy you too

Things will be better when I'm dead and gone
Don't try to understand, knowing you I'm probably wrong

But oh how I lived my life for you
Still you'd turn away
Now as I die for you
My flesh still crawls as I breathe your name
All these years I thought I was wrong
Now I know it was you
Raise your head raise your face your eyes
Tell me who you think you are, who ?

I walk, I walk alone
Into the promised land
There's a better place for me
But it's far, far away
Everlasting life for me
In a perfect world
But I gotta die first
Please God send me on my way

Time has a way of taking time
Loneliness is not only felt by fools
Alone I call to ease the pain
Yearning to be held by you, alone, so alone, I'm lost
Consumed by the pain
The pain, the pain, the pain

Won't you hold me again
You just laughed, ha, ha, bitch
My whole life is work built on the past
But the time has come when all things shall pass
This good thing passed away

In my darkest hour
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aU-dKoFZT0A


Don't remember where I was
I realized life was a game
The more seriously I took things
The harder the rules became
I had no idea what it'd cost
My life passed before my eyes
When I found out how little I accomplished
All my plans denied

So as you read this know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
Please smile when you think of me
My body's gone that's all

À tout le monde [To all the world]
À tout mes amis [To all my friends]
Je vous aime [I love you]
Je dois partir [I have to leave]
These are the last words
I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free

If my heart was still alive
I know it would surely break
And my memories left with you
There's nothing more to say

Moving on is a simple thing
What it leaves behind is hard
You know the sleeping feel no more pain
And the living are scarred

À tout le monde [To all the world]
À tout mes amis [To all my friends]
Je vous aime [I love you]
Je dois partir [I have to leave]
These are the last words
I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free

So as you read this know my friends
I'd love to stay with you all
Please smile, smile when you think about me
My body's gone that's all

À tout le monde [To all the world]
À tout mes amis [To all my friends]
Je vous aime [I love you]
Je dois partir [I have to leave]
These are the last words
I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free
[2x]

These are the last words
I'll ever speak
And they'll set me free
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
When I'm lost in a strange place
Scared and alone
When I'm wishing for home
That's when I think of you
When the load gets too heavy
Too much to bear
When I'm going nowhere and there's no-one there
And I'm feeling like a fool
That's when I think of you
It's all that I can do
I'd go mad if it wasn't for you
When I'm caught in the crossfire
Of wrongs making right
When I wake in the night
That's when I think of you
When I'm halfway to heaven
And three parts in hell
When it's all just as well and I can't even tell
I'm lost without a clue
That's when I think of you
It's all that I can do
I'd go mad if it wasn't for you
If not for the thought of you
The promise of dreams come true
I'd go mad if it wasn't for you
When I'm lonely for loving
So far from home
When it…
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
I think it went wandering off down yonder
And stumbled on 'ta Jeff VanVonderen
'Cause I need an interventionist
To intervene between me and this monster
And save me from myself and all this conflict
'Cause the very thing that I love's killing me and I can't conquer it
My OCD's conking me in the head
Keep knocking, nobody's home, I'm sleepwalking
I'm just relaying what the voice in my head's saying
Don't shoot the messenger, I'm just friends with the


I'm friends with the monster that's under my bed
Get along with the voices inside of my head
You're trying to save me, stop holding your breath
And you think I'm crazy, yeah, you think I'm crazy
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
I was told when I get older all my fears would shrink
But now I'm insecure and I care what people think
 
PugofCrydee

PugofCrydee

You want to know how I got these scars?
In ages to come the Tideskorn break
By burning foe, in hearts aflame
The clans sundered, his spear struck deep
The war within feeds the foe without

But from his ashes our hopes arise
Of king and maiden of spear and shield
Shadowed from watchers, she seeks no throne
But rule she must, lest the Tideskorn fall

Among the outcasts, she hides from fate
In Skold-Ashil her destiny waits
Blessed by Eyir, her spear must seek
Unworthy rulers and would-be kings

But as she rises, so too she falls
With heavy heart of God-King's blood
What once was friend will turn to foe
A final battle with twisted sides

From her fall, a queen will rise
Chosen by titans, vrykul and men
To take the spear to burning foes
And retake to tides long scorned.
 
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