notyocheese
New member
(Alright so heres my first thread) everymorning i try and think of why i should get out of bed? im just curious what other peoples reasons are of leaving the comfort of there bedroom.(minus having to eat and going to the washroom obvi)
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i have nothing to look forward towards my day. i hate school although i want an education but godaamit i hate lunch! seriously ive just moved to the city but FFS 4 yrs of highschool and i still have trouble talking to ppl there is something wrong with me. i sometimes think maybe if i had the guts to "dive in head first" and just be able to hang out with people with out weed or smoking or w/e then maybe i can give it a Go! but nope (testla) im gonna switch schools and dumb myself dumb cause im retarded. idky im writing this to be honest i geuss i just need to vant. not that anything really matters SOOOON no im not gonna kill myself i decided that recently **** being suicidal! i dont know what im going to live for but i am determined to find it!! i geuss that means i have to get out of bed tomorrow sigh
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i have nothing to look forward towards my day. i hate school although i want an education but godaamit i hate lunch! seriously ive just moved to the city but FFS 4 yrs of highschool and i still have trouble talking to ppl there is something wrong with me. i sometimes think maybe if i had the guts to "dive in head first" and just be able to hang out with people with out weed or smoking or w/e then maybe i can give it a Go! but nope (testla) im gonna switch schools and dumb myself dumb cause im retarded. idky im writing this to be honest i geuss i just need to vant. not that anything really matters SOOOON no im not gonna kill myself i decided that recently **** being suicidal! i dont know what im going to live for but i am determined to find it!! i geuss that means i have to get out of bed tomorrow sigh