What do you think about before you sleep?

I often daydream about awesome situations, where i'm totally myself. Or anything else...

I seem to have gotten into this habbit of replaying the last 8 months of my life in my head over and over which is really not very healthy i know but i just cant help it, bed time is a roller coaster of emotions, sleep is not really an option, i want it, i need it, brain wont let me have it!

many times of how I'm playing a football match when i was younger. i feel happiness running thru my blood.

people in my dream are thinking "wow this kid is good"

That I have to get up the next day to live another useless day. I usually expect bad things to happen, which kills my desire to get up.

FMA102 said:

Think about everything all at once (and I mean everything).

It's a lot to think about, and after a while I just knock out from the workload.

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^This. As I lay in bed so many thoughts run rampant through my head. "How many times did I mess up today?" "What could I have done different?" "Why didn't I do more?" "Why am I the way I am?" "What will tomorrow be like?" Sometimes I think about the sad memories from the past or what crap I'll have to put up with in the future. And though I eventually fall asleep, I never get a full nights' rest.

Everything. I think of embarrassing thins that happened years ago...idk why. And I still feel embarrassed. I think of what i did wrong that day and how i can improve the next day but i screw up again anyway.

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I'm usually browsing a technology forum on a tablet to keep my mind busy until I'm too tired to think.

When I don't have that, I could either work myself up into tears one day or daydream about my imaginary self another day.

The days I think about her...are the worst. She would make me happy and I would make her happy. We would keep each other up all night talking about anything until one of us zonked out from the exhaustion. She made me feel whole and I felt like I could tell her anything. I wanted to be there for her if only I could. Then my fear of losing her grew out of control... May 18th was the last time I heard from her.

I feel so stupid for falling in love over the internet. I feel even more stupid to have ever believed a guy like me could ever have somebody.

I want to be the guy she could believe in...even if it's stupid.

Gets me to tears every time... that's why I distract myself with forums.. or perhaps tv.

I feel stupid for posting this but I don't care right now...

Different things. I can think about anything, bad or good. A lot of times, I daydream about having someone. I pretend that someone is with me. Is that wrong or creepy to say that?

Foxface said:

Different things. I can think about anything, bad or good. A lot of times, I daydream about having someone. I pretend that someone is with me. Is that wrong or creepy to say that?

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It's not creepy. I bet a lot of others do the same.