What do you imagine...

....when you think about your "walls" ?

When I feel exposed/threatened I picture a high security vault being locked down. I can even hear the locks clinking shut.

Lol. Yes, I know this is random.::

lol, I just feel cold hearted towards what ever it is. It sounds bad, but I think about the person taking advantage of me, whether it be a friend or something more. When I feel like that, i say and do alot of things that i sometimes regret. I have made some people cry before with the things I have done. But I feel like its better than having me staying in the house feeling sorry for myself all the time. kind of like a lose/lose situation