What are you living for?

Honda · Dec 20, 2009

^ hey buddy.. I was beaten up and offended in the finest ways you could imagine.. I also got molested... and what i did is i used to smile and never even dare to raise my hand to defend myself.. I think it was quite demeaning and for the most part cuz i was too coward to defend myself.. I probably didnt see the worst of this world and i always keep in mind that the world has brutalities as much as it has beauties..

206Raider · Dec 20, 2009

Somedays I just don't have a clue what the hell I'm still doing here and just want to sleep all day so I don't have to think about where I am, but then I get inspiration from within that tells me, life will get better and I can climb out of this and will get better. I feel like things are getting better or I'm getting to a good point in my life, a lot of other people are happy and I know I can be to, I just have to try and I feel I'm getting ready for it, I know it's going to a long road for all of us but I'm 100% everyone here can do it. I just have to really try and face all of it.

ThePunisher · Dec 20, 2009

Honda said:
^ hey buddy.. I was beaten up and offended in the finest ways you could imagine.. I also got molested... and what i did is i used to smile and never even dare to raise my hand to defend myself.. I think it was quite demeaning and for the most part cuz i was too coward to defend myself.. I probably didnt see the worst of this world and i always keep in mind that the world has brutalities as much as it has beauties..

I'm sorry to hear that, really i am

So then you know why I feel this way.

One of the reasons why I want to take revenge is cause it's to let the bullies know what it's like to be the victim for once, so they'll think about what they did was wrong. It's how I learnt to stop bullying at a very young age.

Oh yeah when i mean by revenge I don't just mean kick there ass, you know like reporting them in, etc...

Yeah it does they'll always be brutalities and beauties.

LockieKermit · Dec 20, 2009

Still, Revenge isn't the way.

ThePunisher · Dec 20, 2009

LockieKermit said:
Still, Revenge isn't the way.

Yeah I know, maybe I might realise that one day, but till then I'm gonna stick to what I believe in.

2ate · Dec 20, 2009

I live to pay for past sins from a previous life. I am the reincarnation of my own granddad. I am him and he is me. I have to take all of this crap and proved to Karma spirits I have paid for my sins.

Honda · Dec 20, 2009

^ u wasting your time about revenge once again.. forget it and live your life.. Your best revenge is not letting someone cross the line with you ever again..

ThePunisher · Dec 20, 2009

Honda said:
^ u wasting your time about revenge once again.. forget it and live your life.. Your best revenge is not letting someone cross the line with you ever again..

This is meant to be for me right?

Honda · Dec 20, 2009

^ yes.........

ThePunisher · Dec 20, 2009

Honda said:
^ yes.........

Look I know, it's just what i decided as i said.

Just let me be.

DrsJacksonn · Dec 20, 2009

I'm only living because I'm too weak to commit suicide. I wish I wasn't... or had a gun.... or a button that said 'press this button and you'll die'.

AimeeSP · Dec 20, 2009

I live in the hope that someday i can have the confidence to go out and help those in need and give them a better life, help them in any way i can. I feel that's my purpose here, and i will fullfill it!

And someday i shall be in an amazing rock band playing the drums.

kayelle · Dec 20, 2009

I live for the time when I don't wonder why I'm alive.

Those are the times I'm happy. When I was happy, it didn't ever bother me that I was alive, and that I existed. I just WAS. And it was great.

So I'm guna get that back

ThePunisher · Dec 20, 2009

DrsJacksonn said:
I'm only living because I'm too weak to commit suicide. I wish I wasn't... or had a gun.... or a button that said 'press this button and you'll die'.

You are not weak. I felt the same way you did at one point, like life was meaningless. You should use your anger at how crap life is for you to inspire yourself to do something about your problems and not take crap from anybody. That's how I overcame my suicide thoughts and some of my problems cause I got pissed off and had enough of taking crap and did something about it.

ThePunisher · Dec 20, 2009

kayelle said:
I live for the time when I don't wonder why I'm alive.

Those are the times I'm happy. When I was happy, it didn't ever bother me that I was alive, and that I existed. I just WAS. And it was great.

So I'm guna get that back

EXCELLENT! You go do that!

hidingfromtheworld · Dec 20, 2009

dogs are good

Oscelot · Dec 21, 2009

Good question man, I've been thinking about this alot recently.

I guess I live because of the hope I have for the future. Maybe someday I'll have a family and place of my own, a job that I love, and a little peace of mind. Until then I'm just gonna try my hardest to enjoy the little things, and to not worry about stupid things I've done in the past or stupid things I may potentially do in the future.

Also, I live for my family, music, movies, etc.

Apple Strudel · Dec 21, 2009

I dunno. Probably because i'm afraid of death or maybe I just wanted to bump here and there, experience things in life that I might have potentially miss out or just back to square one...afraid of death...yeps.

Dionysus · Dec 21, 2009

Everyone needs purpose to be content with their lives. I think everyone should at least try some form of artistic expression, it does a lot for me.

"To forget one's purpose is the commonest form of stupidity."

"He who has a why to live can bear almost any how."

Conquistador · Dec 21, 2009

I live for sexual conquest/relationships with women.
I live for the patients that needed a nurse like me.
I live for my friends so that we have guys nite out
I live for my parents to see me become a family man
I live for God to go to church and hope for forgivness of sins
I live for myself to seek out my happiness

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