mickeyphobic
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That you've noticed respective to your case unlike the clinically defined symptoms
This pretty much sums me up (except that i feel intellectually superior, but emotionally & socially inferior, which overall equates to feeling inferior). Nowadays i very seldom have contact with people, and also i seldom get enraged by people when are in public (as more mindful & in-moment than in past). I used to have all manner of symptoms - walking stiff/hunched/quickly, looking nervous, getting angry/enraged (inside not externally), probably having the vibe of fear/terror of people. Not any more. But the damage has been done, over many years. So now really my only symptom is extreme avoidance of the real world & people.I typically feel socially and intellectually inferior to everyone. Therefore I avoid talking to most people apart from cursory greetings or conversation. I avoid pursuing friendships, romance, employment and any other activities that require significant human interaction. I shop and deal with day-to-day business in a manner where I have minimal contact with people. I walk and bike in places where there are few people and prefer to do so on weekdays when most other people are at work. Often I decide to stay at home rather than have any contact with people
I typically feel socially and intellectually inferior to everyone. Therefore I avoid talking to most people apart from cursory greetings or conversation. I avoid pursuing friendships, romance, employment and any other activities that require significant human interaction. I shop and deal with day-to-day business in a manner where I have minimal contact with people. I walk and bike in places where there are few people and prefer to do so on weekdays when most other people are at work. Often I decide to stay at home rather than have any contact with people.