unable to smile

virtue

Active member
when i have bad anxiety its like impossible to smile then people ask me whats wrong cause i just look sad,things just build up in me so im just about to pass out,and bright lights in shops,they make me feel really dizzy,i am lucky in a way cause im pretty sure my best friend has it to but we would never talk about it cause were guys and it would just sound gay and make things awkward,its funny cause he cant really handle a convo with anyone he doesnt really know at all,which is a little worse than me
 

4seasons

Well-known member
In school my teachers allways tell my parents at parent/teacher interveiws that i look very "sad" and "lonely" haha.....sometimes it gets that bad for me to and when it does i breath heavily and get dizy.
 

Danfalc

Banned
Hey virtue.. i have problems smiling aswell its like im scared to or just dont have controll of myself :? .. when i rarley do its a fake forced smile,but i cant seem to natrualy smile like say when having my picture taken if i try and smile i just end up lookin retared lol 8O only exception being someone special i talk to over cam and that and she makes me feel comfortable n i can .I physicaly cant laugh either.. i think thats to do with my depression tho... cos i know when stuff is funny in my head but i dont feel it... and on the extremley rare occasion somthing does make me laugh it doesnt come out right its like my body is trying to force it to stay in and its like im choking or somthing.
 

Chilling__Echo

Well-known member
i get told i look sad or depressed alot as well. i feel really nervous meeting new people because i feel like i'm intimidating them or that they're getting the wrong impression. I've tried in the mirror to find ways to make my face look more friendly like raising my eyebrows ever so slightly or something like that (ridiculous i know ;)) but i haven't found anything.
 

Wayne_InSane

New member
I like to slash peoples' throats open with huge butcher-knives when I feel the anxiety creeping in. My family once told me to go see a doctor. I told them all to fuck off before I murder them and they carried on snd on and on. Eventually I just couldn't take it any more. It was either leave, or live the rest of my life in solitude behind bars sitting in jail. And so for that reason, I left and fled as far away from them as possible. The only problem is, I'm afraid I'll never be able to forget about killing. It just feels so good. :twisted:
 
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