Last night, I was thinking about all my problems. Right now, the canker sores are the worst. I'm having probably the worst one I ever had right now, hardly get any relief from the numbing stuff. The more sore it is, the less effect things seem to have on it for some reason.
I was thinking, that if I removed the canker sores from my problems, life would be a lot better, I think. I would still suck, but not as much as having the canker sores, and I wouldn't be in physical pain all the time.
It has been over a week, since my tongue got sore again. I have been out since Tuesday afternoon. When I got home, I didn't get all the stuff I was going to buy, and the tongue was too sore to go out.
Last night, I was having thoughts like breaking into a the dentast place in stealing the procaine/novacaine to numb to tongue or crash my car so I would be in a coma, so I wouldn't have to suffer. There can't be many who get canke rsores worse then I get. The front of my tongue, feels like someone put sulpheric acid on it, and feels disgusting what it hits the inside of my month. It's 10x worse, when I wake up, becuase it's dry and even more sore. I also have a canke sore, on the top of my tongue, towards the back left. When I chew, my teeth keep hitting it, which is painful. The pain is so extreme, that is paralyzes me sometimes. I stop dead in my tracks, for a few seconds. I'm not sure if anyone understands what I mean.
The canker sores, are chronic. I read up on them last night. My tongue can go from healed to a full blown canker sore within a half hour tops, and this chronic canker sore, started on New Years Eve 2009. I was on my way home from somewhere, and a canker sore just appeared out of nowhere. I bet there is no scienntific explaination for that. I bet any doctor will say that isn't possible. I never had canker sores like that, until I started getting chronic canker sores.
Before I got chronic canker sores, it would be 1-2 in a year, which I think I said before.