When I'm down.. (Not for the squeamish)

[PugofCrydee]

I rarely comment lately coz Im in a real lurking phase, but just wanted to say I love the clips you post

I have no thanks button at the moment, but.. thanks

Lurking is cool by the way... lol erfect:

 

[PugofCrydee]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=621Nk3Ubz4A&list=PLD09CFA243202D2F4&index=390&t=0s

 

[PugofCrydee]

Mr Peter Jackson, you had my respect and admiration with what you did with LOTR.. but now you have my respect and love with your work on this.


Bringing the dead back to life.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PdY-1u-rk_M

 

[PugofCrydee]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wqCpjFMvz-k

 

[PugofCrydee]

I've, become so numb...




http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kXYiU_JCYtU

 

[PugofCrydee]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=01fttIlMgIg&t=0s&list=PLD09CFA243202D2F4&index=316

 

[PugofCrydee]

A beautiful song...


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Wt5EHAqhR1c

 

[PugofCrydee]

To my soulmate... whoever and wherever you are..

La
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La
La la la la la la
La la la la la la

The night I laid my eyes on you
I felt everything around me move
Got nervous when you looked my way
But you knew all the words to say

And your love slowly moved right in
All this time, oh my love, where you been

Mi amore
Don't you know
My love I want you so
Sugar
You make my soul complete
Rapture tastes so sweet

I'm mesmerised in every way
You keep me in a state of daze
Your kisses make my skin feel weak
Always melting in your heat

Then I soar like a bird in the wind
Oh I glide like I'm flying through heaven

Mi amore
Don't you know
My love I want you so
Sugar
You make my soul complete
Rapture tastes so sweet

Mi amore
Don't you know
My love I want you so
Sugar
You make my soul complete
Rapture tastes so sweet

La
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La
La la la la la la
La la la la la la

Mi amore
Don't you know
My love I want you so
Sugar
You make my soul complete
Rapture tastes so sweet

Mi amore
Don't you know
My love I want you so
Sugar
You make my soul complete
Rapture tastes so sweet

La
La la la la la la
La la la la la la
La
La la la la la la
La la la la la la

(La la la la la la)
(La la la la la la)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=O9KMCarYo0E&t=0s&list=PLD09CFA243202D2F4&index=13

 

[PugofCrydee]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lWA2pjMjpBs

 

[PugofCrydee]

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eW2H3NY4OtA

 

[PugofCrydee]

My funeral music..

So damn beautiful, it always takes me home..

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LML6SoNE7xE&t=0s&list=FLsRuy9Z5D1ZE3_-Gm4xso8w&index=80

 

[PugofCrydee]

Man this is so chill.. I just wanna sit on the beach listening to this and watch the sunset..


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fTjm59DFifg&t=0s&list=FLsRuy9Z5D1ZE3_-Gm4xso8w&index=31

 

[PugofCrydee]

ok, it's time to hit the drums..

 

[PugofCrydee]

I've loved this, since I first saw it. Copyright didnt allow the original version, but it's just the best.


Please open 2 tabs, play the first tab (youtube) for the music [ame]

but importantly play this video [ame]

whilst listening to the above music.

That was the original clip.

 

[PugofCrydee]

Ppl tell me I have everything going for me.. But they only see whats on the outside. I want and need happiness and contentment.

I want to be content within myself.. I want to meet that special someone who totally accepts me for who I am. Not what I may look like or for what I have or don't have.

I want to meet that special person with whom I can look after, cherish, accept... knowing they're doing the same for me.. dammit my heart is breaking again. Just how many times can someones heart break FFS.

I know you're out there somewhere..

 

[PugofCrydee]

Oh fk... I'm hurting.. not knowing where I belong..

Where once was light
Now darkness falls
Where once was love
Love is no more

Don't say - goodbye
Don't say - I didn't try...

These tears we cry
Are falling rain
For all the lies
You told us
The hurt, the blame

And we will weep
To be so alone
We are lost
We can never go home

So in the end
I will be what I will be
No loyal friend
Was ever there for me

Now we say - goodbye
We say - you didn't try...

These tears you cry
Have come too late
Take back the lies
The hurt, the blame

And you will weep
When you face the end alone
You are lost
You can never go home

You are lost
You can never go home...



I know.. I can NEVER go home..

 

[PugofCrydee]

 

[PugofCrydee]

I fell in love with this as a kid.. Totally. I watched it, re-watched it, and re- re-watched it. Puppetry has ever been so damn good.

 

[PugofCrydee]

Another film I fell in love with as a kid.. this was amazing for it's time.

Full movie for your convenience if you're interested

 

[PugofCrydee]

I can speak this language... now this I can do.

I know it's just a film, but I feel I can relate to Sam Flynn a lot. My Dad went missing (died) when I was 13. A critical time of an old boys/young mans life. A boy needs his Father there at that time of his life.
I felt I was always searching for my Dad. I acknowledge I have a bit of a death wish, a care free attitude. I love computer games, strategy, being competitive.. when I wasn't at school or at sports, I was at the arcade (hell yea for the 80's!) feeding the machines 20 cent pieces. In sport I was good, always looking for the kill.
In real life I ride Motorcycles - and I love the Ducati in this movie.

So when Sam says 'Now this I can do'... I can relate.
This movie is amazing.