aloneloner
Active member
my problems keep getting worse as I get older..nothing helps it, its getting harder to just keep on living..whats the point of even trying to be happy when I have no one to share it with..the bullys have won, now what? I need something to live for..maybe this is just the lonliness but I want someone to fall in love with, and for them to love me aswell..
I cant get my mind off of this, I feel like I should forget the lonlyness feelings for now and try to focus on/improve myself but I'm not sure what to focus on..
then again maybe thats a bad idea and I should try to focus on being more social with people..I met this girl recently that seems to like me, she told me she has ptsd, depression, and has attempted suicide before, we had a small conversation on fb..I'm lost on what to do now tho, I would like to at least be friends with her but.. I guess I dont know how to be a friend :sad:
sorry for the long post..it literally took my 30 mins to type this much lol
I cant get my mind off of this, I feel like I should forget the lonlyness feelings for now and try to focus on/improve myself but I'm not sure what to focus on..
then again maybe thats a bad idea and I should try to focus on being more social with people..I met this girl recently that seems to like me, she told me she has ptsd, depression, and has attempted suicide before, we had a small conversation on fb..I'm lost on what to do now tho, I would like to at least be friends with her but.. I guess I dont know how to be a friend :sad:
sorry for the long post..it literally took my 30 mins to type this much lol