any plan as usual, other than searching internet while waiting for football matches to start.
maybe i go out for half an hour to buy some newspaper and walking.
I'm going to research an inexpensive dvd player that plays avi files. Then, I supposes a vigorous amount of web-surfing, intersperced with some gaming on my psp. My day is just packed.
Go online-play guitar-think about the future-go online again-play guitar-wander around-sleep. Oh, did I mention that I also do the exciting task of eating as well. What a day it'll be...
I had already had my Saturday. It was okay for me.
Me, mom, and my friend went out to eat & did a little window shopping at a popular outside mall area. Dinner was nice, conversation was okay, surprisingly. In fact, I wasn't as anxious today as usual. I actually started to make small little comments when I was looking at stuff with people with no strain or nervousness in my voice, and was able to look straight in someone's eyes without as much discomfort. I even did some shopping and bought stuff without as problem (I usually get all nervous at the checkout counter, and when people are waiting in line behind me).
Today was one of those "good days" that I haven't had in a looooooooong time. It's funny, my brain just goes through these weird phases. I will be all phobic and nervous one day, and then, not even a few days later, I can make small talk and act somewhat normal. My psyche is very strange indeed. I don't know what causes these fluctuations as much as I don't know why my anxiety began in the first place.
I wil record some new songs for youtube ^_^
it's been a while since i made some new ones, it's time for some new vids =D
If someone know some cool songs, lemme know 😉
And for the rest of the day, i dunno... Just staying at my grannies, I dont have much plans because of my social phobia =(