Falkor
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Hey people, I really need to vent. I am struggling at the moment. I have a depression, and it's very bad. I haven't been going to school for halve a year and that made my life miserable. I started to sleep at night times and wake up too late, I didn't do anything else than computering and sleeping. My parents are very mad at me at the moment, because next week school starts. I feel like the world is ending, I feel like I'm worthless piece of shit, I have severe social anxiety and I feel ugly and I'm afraid everybody will hate me at school. A new class, I don't even have a life, all those people are social and stuff. I will envy them. And another thing is, my parents they tell me everyday : YOU DON'T DO NOTHING, NOTHING THIS, NOTHING THAT. And I just went downstairs and told my story, They were like YEAH IT'S BECAUSE YOU DO NOTHING. I started screaming like a maniac and said that they SHUOLD UNDERSTAND ME AND GIVE ME SOME LOVE, THAT WOULD CHANGE THE WOLRD. They said no you should look at the facts, you do nothing.. I'm about to really lose my mind and grip on life.
I have aggressive behaviours, I hitted the walls and my parents only get more mad at me, they say I'm ****ing insane, and I should stop before they will get me. I said THERES A REASON WHY I DO THIS MY LIFE IS TERRIBLE, and they say Yeah yeah now you ****ing stop. I HATE THEM I REALLY HATE MY PARNETS THEY SHOULD HEAR ME !!!!! OR I'M ****ING KILLING MYSELF !! SORRY... I WON'T BUT I HATE THIS LIFE
I have aggressive behaviours, I hitted the walls and my parents only get more mad at me, they say I'm ****ing insane, and I should stop before they will get me. I said THERES A REASON WHY I DO THIS MY LIFE IS TERRIBLE, and they say Yeah yeah now you ****ing stop. I HATE THEM I REALLY HATE MY PARNETS THEY SHOULD HEAR ME !!!!! OR I'M ****ING KILLING MYSELF !! SORRY... I WON'T BUT I HATE THIS LIFE