tommydog
Well-known member
a bit emotional right now .. so im gonna put it on this forum might make me feel better somehow :roll: :lol:
iv always been really, lets say, "fickle" i guess, or indifferent, when it comes to girls. iv never let any one close to me, short term no strings attached, then send em packing. just never met anyone i trusted enough to keep around me.
recently iv met someone who i have let close to me. we are both "mushy" for each other
now because of some of her circumstances, its looking really hard for me and her to work out .. its possible, but the odds are against it. in the immediate term anyway.
its hard for me. i LET myself get mushy over this girl. i could have easily maintained the "your a cool chick, your heaps of fun, blah blah, but no strings attached". if id kept that frame of mind, and she kept that frame of mind, there would be no issue right now. but we didnt. we let each other get attached.
so now, its really a matter of ride this wave out and see what happens. I think we have a strong connection .. if after the dust has settled, we still want each other, i think that will be the ultimate test if we can work out in the longterm.
see, writing this HAS made me feel better !! now i think this might be a good thing :lol:
iv always been really, lets say, "fickle" i guess, or indifferent, when it comes to girls. iv never let any one close to me, short term no strings attached, then send em packing. just never met anyone i trusted enough to keep around me.
recently iv met someone who i have let close to me. we are both "mushy" for each other
now because of some of her circumstances, its looking really hard for me and her to work out .. its possible, but the odds are against it. in the immediate term anyway.
its hard for me. i LET myself get mushy over this girl. i could have easily maintained the "your a cool chick, your heaps of fun, blah blah, but no strings attached". if id kept that frame of mind, and she kept that frame of mind, there would be no issue right now. but we didnt. we let each other get attached.
so now, its really a matter of ride this wave out and see what happens. I think we have a strong connection .. if after the dust has settled, we still want each other, i think that will be the ultimate test if we can work out in the longterm.
see, writing this HAS made me feel better !! now i think this might be a good thing :lol: