Hi, greetings to you.
Yes, i can most likely relate, as the things you mention are just the tip-of-the-icerberg of the problems i have. Most days i am close to total hopelessness, otherwise on "good" or "okay-ish" days i realise that it's gonna take many years of hard slog to become minimally-functioning. But the trouble is, i haven't got the energy to work on my problems!
So things are not looking good for myself. :sad:
But i'm not giving up just yet. I just keep slogging on, keep breathing, through the daily torture. I'm TRYING to find a way through this mess or labyrnth of problems. I kinda believe that there's PROBABLY a solution/s to "all of this" .. but i haven't managed to find it yet. Currently i'm looking at the "inner" (ie thoughts, beliefs, visualization, law of attraction) as a main way to change the "outer" .. will see how that goes...