Polly_Princess
Active member
I'm a workaholic. I have to be constantly working/studying/doing an extra-curricular, even when it drives me to the ground. I spend little time with friends and family and am constantly brushing them off in favour of work/study/extras.
I'm constantly in stress overdrive, can never relax and I'm constantly juggling more in a semester than most people do in one year. I'm only 20, but have had heart palpitations due to stress since I was 17.
During the first real holiday I took in years (an adventure camp type thing), not a day went by when I didn't feel guilty for not doing any "real work" during that time. I nearly had a panick attack on the plane on the way to the camp, fearing all the lost days of study. In the end, I came home 2 days early (even though the trip was only a week and a half), because I "really needed to get work done."
Is this an OCD thing?
I'm constantly in stress overdrive, can never relax and I'm constantly juggling more in a semester than most people do in one year. I'm only 20, but have had heart palpitations due to stress since I was 17.
During the first real holiday I took in years (an adventure camp type thing), not a day went by when I didn't feel guilty for not doing any "real work" during that time. I nearly had a panick attack on the plane on the way to the camp, fearing all the lost days of study. In the end, I came home 2 days early (even though the trip was only a week and a half), because I "really needed to get work done."
Is this an OCD thing?