OK, m8's, let me tell uz about how good itz been recently fo' me n my recovery. Im most completely betta and it feelz gr8. I still feel scared sometimz, but im pushin' thru. I mite have to fite this all my life, but I dout I will -- but even so, it's ok. Nuffin' is keepin me back any more and I don't pay tention to limitations. I dveloped a few techniks of 'pologizin fo maself, and sayin' sorry -- and thatz all i need to push thru this life and move from plato's to plato's. Wach out world, becuz I am smoove!