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I've been debating with myself to post this here but I feel like I got nothing to lose so here it is: I'm pretty sure I am gay. I've never been with either a man or woman but I feel more attracted to men than women. I'd rather watch gay porn than straight. It's really getting to me. I haven't told anyone else my true feelings and hell I haven't even come to terms with it myself.
I feel disgusted with myself but at the same time I really wanna explore these feelings. I have no idea how anyone with SA who is attracted to the same sex can ever find someone. With society's stereotypes and all that crap, I honestly don't think I will ever be happy. I haven't told my friends or family. I'm afraid of their reactions. I'm afraid of things changing between us.
I really have no where else to turn to. I'm so confused right now. everyday I'm constantly thinking about it and I know I'm not going to act on my feelings any time soon. I'm afraid of waiting till it's too late till I accept myself. I could really use some advice.
I feel disgusted with myself but at the same time I really wanna explore these feelings. I have no idea how anyone with SA who is attracted to the same sex can ever find someone. With society's stereotypes and all that crap, I honestly don't think I will ever be happy. I haven't told my friends or family. I'm afraid of their reactions. I'm afraid of things changing between us.
I really have no where else to turn to. I'm so confused right now. everyday I'm constantly thinking about it and I know I'm not going to act on my feelings any time soon. I'm afraid of waiting till it's too late till I accept myself. I could really use some advice.