Okay so it's 4am. I finally decided to post my feelings on the internet.
Im a 20 year old male. And i have absolutely no friends.
it's more to do with my appearence than anything. the problem is im really ugly, and i have irregular and goofy teeth. so when a person trys to talk to me i find it really hard toconverse with them because im so afraid of showing my teeth.
The only 'friends' i had wer th 1s that only talk to u wen they need something then thriw me away like im worthless.
i see people walk around ny university and see how perfect everyone is. they all look so happy. laughing and joking. i just think tomyself why did god make me so different than the rest. why am i so cursed.
And im from a poor family and im already in 10k debt from university so i cant afford dental care
its 4 in the morning and im tired of crying everyday. i have nothing to live for. only thing keeping me going is my mum and dad. if i were to leave this world they wud have to suffer too much.
Ive never been able to make friends vecause i am scared people will judge me when i laugh.
Ive been bullied most of my life, i feel i do not belong in this world. I'm natural selection gone bad
I just wanna be a normal person and lead a happy life.
I just want a meaning to my worthless life
Please Forgive me if its in the wrong sectiom
Im a 20 year old male. And i have absolutely no friends.
it's more to do with my appearence than anything. the problem is im really ugly, and i have irregular and goofy teeth. so when a person trys to talk to me i find it really hard toconverse with them because im so afraid of showing my teeth.
The only 'friends' i had wer th 1s that only talk to u wen they need something then thriw me away like im worthless.
i see people walk around ny university and see how perfect everyone is. they all look so happy. laughing and joking. i just think tomyself why did god make me so different than the rest. why am i so cursed.
And im from a poor family and im already in 10k debt from university so i cant afford dental care
its 4 in the morning and im tired of crying everyday. i have nothing to live for. only thing keeping me going is my mum and dad. if i were to leave this world they wud have to suffer too much.
Ive never been able to make friends vecause i am scared people will judge me when i laugh.
Ive been bullied most of my life, i feel i do not belong in this world. I'm natural selection gone bad
I just wanna be a normal person and lead a happy life.
I just want a meaning to my worthless life
Please Forgive me if its in the wrong sectiom
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