I think I may have Narcissistic Personality Disorder

ToolShuggah said: ↑

Golf shoes? What?

But thanks guys. Yeah, even though I had a dream this topic got 246 replies, I really think I'm just desperate. Plain and simple. Because I'm really not a bad person. I do care. I just wish people could read my mind! I never say the right things.

I thought you would get it , it's from fear and loathing in las vegas , nice signature 🙂

ToolShuggah, this thread is all very interesting and everything, but more importantly....

What about ME???

Used to think Narcissistic. Could never fit it in. Others have stated why here.

Came across this instead: Schizotypal. Not saying it is you. You must answer that.

You are what you are. Do what you must, do what you think must be done. If help on the way is required then feel free to ask.

'Me, me, me, me, me. Me, too.' ~ Agent Smith

Ahh.. Damn. I should have known that! Fear And Loathing, of course!

Anyway, thanks for the response Sial.
I'm not so sure I'm Schizotypal. According to what I read, that's borderline schzophrenic. I may have different beliefs (different only meaning agnostic) but I certainly don't claim to see things that aren't there. In fact I'm quite the opposite. I'm very much a skeptic. I don't believe it unless you can prove it to my satisfaction.
I think I'm done trying to decipher what's "wrong with me" though. I am what I am.

Now, we should focus our attention on Coyote.

ToolShuggah said: ↑

Ahh.. Damn. I should have known that! Fear And Loathing, of course!

Anyway, thanks for the response Sial.
I'm not so sure I'm Schizotypal. According to what I read, that's borderline schzophrenic. I may have different beliefs (different only meaning agnostic) but I certainly don't claim to see things that aren't there. In fact I'm quite the opposite. I'm very much a skeptic. I don't believe it unless you can prove it to my satisfaction.
I think I'm done trying to decipher what's "wrong with me" though. I am what I am.

Now, we should focus our attention on Coyote.

I am glad you said that. that is what I got from schizotypal. After some reading, maybe that's me. After much, no way. Need another to say borderline schizophrenia.

Difficult, certainly some will agree, to self diagnose.

Attention to coyote: (Canis latrans), also known as the American jackal or the prairie wolf. Is a species of canine found throughout North and Central America, ranging from Panama in the south, north through Mexico, the United States and Canada.

Just everywhere.

You're right. It is very hard to self diagnose. One really needs a trusted critic on the outside who will tell you how they perceive you, which I don't have. Because we never perceive ourselves the way others do. Which I think is a pretty fascinating subject of philosophy and consciousness. But that's a different topic.

ToolShuggah said: ↑

You're right. It is very hard to self diagnose.

Yup impossible, pin the tail on the donkey 😉

ToolShuggah said: ↑

You're right. It is very hard to self diagnose. One really needs a trusted critic on the outside who will tell you how they perceive you, which I don't have. Because we never perceive ourselves the way others do. Which I think is a pretty fascinating subject of philosophy and consciousness. But that's a different topic.

Self diagnose, not fun, confusing disorder. Toleration not tolerable. Assistance, stubbornly rejected, is needed.

Now you peak my interest. Hate to say, now you may be where I am. Fascination. Incorrection. Determination. Correction. Who are we to judge who we are?

Good luck. I have confused myself.