I wish to have a relaxed, inviting smile...
I used to have one. Long time ago.
I wish to have a relaxed, inviting smile...
I used to have one. Long time ago.
I wish I were beautiful. Yes, I know, it's the same thing women have yearned for for centuries, and that it is inner beauty that matters, but if, on top of shy, you are ugly, you're doomed to feel rejected for the rest of your life::
It would have to be to feel comfortable around emotions of any kind. I develop a gut wrenching feeling if I let anybody know me too well or too long, somehow because of this I'm guessing. Chances are that if we share any emotions, and I know you in person, I won't be around long. I guess in a way that's the intimacy fear, intimacy=emotions? Or, just the vulnerability fear. I'm not sure. But oh does it ever ruin any chance of taking care of this loneliness
I wish I were beautiful. Yes, I know, it's the same thing women have yearned for for centuries, and that it is inner beauty that matters, but if, on top of shy, you are ugly, you're doomed to feel rejected for the rest of your life::