SilentStranger
Well-known member
No not SP exactly. Well I wish I didn't have it... but thats not what i mean.
When I look back at the last few years...It almost seem like I have wasted them. My life seem to revolve around my boring job. All I have done is react to stress from work. I haven't really progressed my life at all. Same car, same crappy apartment. Living in a place I don't consider home.
But I suppose what bothers me most is that have no prospects of a forming a relationship here and don't even really have friends that I am close to. I mean I have tried to socialise with people at work, but most seem so different. I cannot operate or expect to 'compete' on their level... if you know what I mean.
At times, increasingly, I feel like giving it all up and try to look for another job & move or even... do some travel.
Does anybody else have these feelings of I suppose ... I don't know.. melancholy? But also feelings of that they must get out of current circumstances?
I don't know if this feeling is the 'flight' response & hence I should resist or if a change will do me real good. I suppose the worry is if it will be worse.. especially the new job and at the same time there will be no real gain in other aspects of my life.
-SS
When I look back at the last few years...It almost seem like I have wasted them. My life seem to revolve around my boring job. All I have done is react to stress from work. I haven't really progressed my life at all. Same car, same crappy apartment. Living in a place I don't consider home.
But I suppose what bothers me most is that have no prospects of a forming a relationship here and don't even really have friends that I am close to. I mean I have tried to socialise with people at work, but most seem so different. I cannot operate or expect to 'compete' on their level... if you know what I mean.
At times, increasingly, I feel like giving it all up and try to look for another job & move or even... do some travel.
Does anybody else have these feelings of I suppose ... I don't know.. melancholy? But also feelings of that they must get out of current circumstances?
I don't know if this feeling is the 'flight' response & hence I should resist or if a change will do me real good. I suppose the worry is if it will be worse.. especially the new job and at the same time there will be no real gain in other aspects of my life.
-SS