hi.

helo everyone!
im a new one here. i'd just found this site this evening. it feels good to know im not alone to fight this my stupid SAD.
i just wanna introduce myself in a nutshell. my name is agnes, and yeah not to metion i have SAD. i have no idea why i hate myself so much. ive been living with this shitty feeling for over 5 years. im in college now n it kills me. i have very bad self-esteem and self-efficacy. i dont have many friends. i just don't have things in common with them. but i have one in college n she's the closest one i have since iwas born perhaps.

Hi.Welcome to SPW, Agnes.
At least you have a close friend in college right now.

thx lalala!
yeah shes a nice friend. but i dunno eventhought im close with her (everbody will think so) but i feel sometimes shes not my best friend tough, u know wat i mean?
yes im so confusing 😛

yeah I know. I used to think I was close with some friends for a while but then I thought we weren't really close after all.