Hey, welcome to the club.
I have OCD too and looking back at my awkward childhood, I realize that I wasn't just a "weird" kid but I was a weird kid with OCD.
Nice post, by the way. I have recently started to feel the same way. In fact, for the past couple days I have been doing some "self-therapy". When I get the urge to do something irrational I tell myself, out loud, (since this is the only way it works), that I don't have to do it because (insert legit excuse here) and I move on. It's hard and I'm very angry with myself but I need to move on. I've just graduated high school and I'm going to college soon, and I'd like to get a job and get a driver's license and all this time I've been holding back because I was afraid.
I need to move on and live my life the way it deserves to be lived. I don't want to worry anymore. Not when I don't have to. I've already got enough things to worry about now that I'm an "adult".