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Started by ilmatross · Sep 16, 2010 · 11 replies

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hey guys, im new to SPW. Name's matt. i registered a year ago and never posted, just recently stumbled upon it again

im a 20 year old agoraphobic (I hate saying that, like it defines who i am) with severe social anxiety and depression. i have a problem with eye contact and I'm a heavy drug user (painkillers).

So those are my head problems, I listen to music 24/7. The second i wake up itunes comes on 😎 I produce electronica amateurly, if i ever get the confidence i might post some tracks here.

just looking for someone to relate to.
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hi, and welcome to the forum
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I agree agoraphobia shouldn't define us
I had an oxycontin reliance for awhile, a year back. It only lasted around 3-4 months (because I ran out of sources), painkillers are no good man..
Anyways, welcome! Glad you decided to finally post
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Not sure what 'electronica' sounds like ... or what .. it .. is?

Right, first things first: Look left, then right, back at the screen. Remember left first. No joke.

I joke. These urges to say strange things. Who knows these things?

Welcome.
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Brooklynn said:
withdrawals are a bitch, huh?

oh hell yes

As if I didn't have enough problems right :😛:

Thanks for the warm welcome guys
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Welcome here. 🙂
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Are you a programmer by any chance? Or studying computer science? Anyway, welcome aboard!
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Dronee said: ↑
Are you a programmer by any chance? Or studying computer science? Anyway, welcome aboard!

I build computers in my spare time, and run IT for a 6 member family

i should get paid to do it 🙂 it takes up far too much of my time.
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EscapeArtist said: ↑
I agree agoraphobia shouldn't define us
I had an oxycontin reliance for awhile, a year back. It only lasted around 3-4 months (because I ran out of sources), painkillers are no good man..
Anyways, welcome! Glad you decided to finally post

im trying real hard to kick it 😀 but when you wake up so empty and something fills you with joy so completely its hard

one day.
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ilmatross said: ↑
I build computers in my spare time, and run IT for a 6 member family

i should get paid to do it 🙂 it takes up far too much of my time.

You should get paid.

Field Tech. Me. Build, repair, servers, RAID! I am also supposed to be able to mind read.

Time? For a tech, never enough. VMWare with OSX not working. ISP blocked IP, ha, Dynamic external IP. Alternate route must find. Slower it may become. Blast!
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Sial Axetder said: ↑
I am also supposed to be able to mind read.

hahahahahaha 😀

i know the feeling man

im debating putting everyone on OSX so they can't break their fisherprice computers.

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