Hay thare.

I'm a 22-year-old loser from Russia who has no friends or social life.

I've always felt different and was bullied since kindergarten onward. The bullying stopped around 6th grade but I never really recovered from it.

I had a couple friends before I turned 13, but after that I completely isolated myself from society and started spending all of my time in front of my computer.

I spend all of my free time on the internet, doing absolutely nothing productive.

My only skill is English but as you may have noticed it's not all that great and I'm too lazy to work on improving it.

Also I'm gay and I'm attracted to teenage boys so that makes it worse.

Hello welcome here by spw. Dont worry about it. Im too all the time by pc or movies and dont do nothing productive and i tell u is sucks. I dislike so much how i live but im not able to change it. Take care here is great community u will feel here well.

I have to say your english is great, If i didnt know better i would think you were a native english speaker.

Welcome to the forums.

Welcome!

I too spend most of my free time on my computer; my laptop is usually switched on 24/7.

I like to consider English as one of my skills, also. I'm currently studying copy-editing in the hope that I might be able to work from home as a freelance proofreader and copy-editor. 🙂

I hope you find the forum helpful. I'm returning here today after being gone for a year; it's a good place to come when you need to talk.

I like your intro, especially that first line of text. 😀 Welcome aboard. 😀

Welcome! You're english is actually really good, don't worry about it 🙂

First off, your English is fine.

When I am not at work I like to be on the computer and/or TV until I go to bed.

wassup are you sure your native lanuange isn't english. the best advise i can give you is to start out slow don't rush thing. if you can at least go somewhere thats people go like a bar. you don't have to be there long or anything this is just to get started. stay about 5 min order a drink say hello to people just small talks or greeting the next week ad another 5 min of being there. this is just a way to get use to being around people. you have to increase you comforts zone. nothing start out fast

I have the same problem but i say to myself I don't want to be 30 years old still in the same place.

about the teenage boy thing I'll tell you just to get help. you have to move forward to older guy. I wish i could help you.