Have you left the house today

Nope, I haven't. But tomorrow I definately will. I will go cycling with my mom.
I will go to the mall in the evening. and Friday I will see my therapist.
My mom is going to perform (band) on Friday, So I'm going to a pub.
Freakin' Nervous, but still I enjoy being out of the house SO MUCH.

Can't stand it, I wish I had a super busy life.
Singer, Songwriter, Bookwriter, BUSY student, You name it.
I can't wait to get things started.
I really want to leave the house EVERY SINGLE DAY! ok..
Skip the weekends, I need a break sometimes Lol.

But please, Gimme some action 'Cuz this boredom sux!!!
I've been patience enough, I've spent all my time hiding from the world.
Avoiding social interaction, everything.
Now I'm just facing them, and ok.. i'm not confident enough to ''SHOW'' me.. Hello here i am. But I do... Wanna be in the real company of life.
I'm afraid of judgement still, Because i'm not HAPPY with ME.

I'm working to get all those things together.
I can't wait to live my life like SA free.
avoidance, no place for you, i make place for the world;)
But still, I don't need to rush things, I will take step by step.
But Now, i will take ''Real'' Steps.

Sure, everyday.
I have to, or else I have roots growing under my feet.

Yes I did =) I went to the grocery store with my mom.

No, not yesterday either. Will make myself tomorrow.

Yes twice, to the chemist and then to the shop later for some munchies. Thing I'm going to brave town tomorrow to do a food shop.

I also have to go In somewhere really big like M&S for 45 minutes as part of my c.b.t therapy. So might do that while I am up.

Oh, absolutely!

I drove about half a mile down the driveway, fed some cattle, and drove back again.

Yup.. counseling, picked up some bananas, walked back in the snow, have another counselor session in the same day in 2 hours.

Only because it was absolutely necessary for me to... I had class, then I went to buy a USB 2.0 cable, then to the grocery store (but that was mostly just to kill time until the packaging center opened... I got Jammie Dodgers and granola though), and finally to the packaging center to pick up my package.

But now I'm home and don't plan on leaving again until class tomorrow.

I go out regularly for small walks. Today, I had a nice walk and conversation at the snowy park together with a neighbour whom I called.

I'm quite ashamed at the date of when i last left the house 🙁

went rollerblading on the bike path by the river, then to subway, took a nap... now i'm afraid i'll be up all night :🙁:

Will in about 2hrs. Unfortunately it's not my decision, i have to... school... but maybe it's a good thing