kuhtreen
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And once again, I've let someone down because of this disorder. I'm so flaky because I'm scared. Backing down at the last minute. Going back on my word. Avoiding people. Lying. Man, I've become such a big liar that it's like second nature to me now. Sometimes I hear my voice telling a lie before I can even stop it. I feel so guilty. I'm not really like this as a person, just because of how afraid I am of everything. I even pretended like I had a funeral to attend so that I could get out of something I promised to do.
This guilt is horrible.
This guilt is horrible.