2Crowded
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I have been making a point to get my hair cut every month or two for the last while....its only just this year pretty much that I have begun to return to the process of going to get it cut....previously i would just shave it all off myself....So i do feel proud of myself for making the effort nowadays....but it just seems to be getting harder & harder every time...I think it's cause Im afraid I am becoming to familiar to them...& the fact that I have to pretend to have this fake life for them..since they are man barbers...they want to talk your leg off...& they want to know everything about you....what you do..are you married...how long have you lived here..how old you are....so on & so on....well I dont really feel like telling the total truth about all of that so much obviously... so i lie just a bit.....though I have thought on it from time to time.. Wonder to myself if it would be easier on me if i did just tell the complete truth?...I spect probly not cause then they would want to hear about progress on my part....so did you find a job yet...did you find a girl & set marrige date yet?..get rid of your SA yet?...move out of your parents house yet?.....joy that would be swell to go through once a month in front of other starring people who sit right in front of you to watch & wait thier turn wouldnt it?
Argh...well i got my haircut again "sigh"....just feel sick already thinking that i will have to do it all over again in another month or so if i want to look nice
Argh...well i got my haircut again "sigh"....just feel sick already thinking that i will have to do it all over again in another month or so if i want to look nice