abeautifulmind said: ↑I don't think my life is a whole mess, but I think I could have made better choices if I didn't have SA. I would have more options and all that.
This is how I feel about the whole thing. I will admit that my life hasn't gone into complete ruin, but there are a lot of things I know for a fact I would have done differently were it not for fear. That I would change, but not my interests.