i think depression and anxiety leads to all these kind of feelings.
in saying that, when i had a job in a large factory i was convinced everyone disliked or hated me. eventually i just had enough, walked out and never looked back.
i got accused out from 100s of workers of writing graffiti on the toilet wall, and stealing a pair of buffy the vampire pyjamas
i seem to get the blame of lots of things i never done and the feeling of hatred from mostly everywhere ive been so then i say to myself move onto the next place which has lead to isolation. if im being honest, i never planned for that to happen, but now that it has i rather enjoy it.
people say that its a bad thing to be reclusive and a bad way to live. i personally find it necessary
ive never really been one for social activities like picnics in the park, the cinema, 10 pin bowling, work, all those type of things
society sucks in my opinion