SilentStranger
Well-known member
I am feeling a bit disconnected. No no I am not talking about internet... thats also disconnecting.. but thats another story.
Ever since I got the net (in mid/late 90s) I have been looking at SP/shyness forums. Always felt that I a bit relieved when I found so many people posting about the same problems I have. Felt like I belonged somewhere and mostly felt connected.
But now I just feel disconnected from it all. I feel I can't relate to the people .. including the people here.
I am not sure what bought it on. Maybe the fact that I feel old. I have had a birthday not so long ago and was thinking about the fact that I have stayed at this apartment for quite a few years. Time passing has always bugged me. Its probably that.
The feeling of being disconnected... its tied to loneliness but, the worse thing is the feeling of hopelessness. Dammit! I haven't been this low for a while... I have been anxious and worried, but not depressed.. bugger!
Does anybody feel like that?
-SS
Ever since I got the net (in mid/late 90s) I have been looking at SP/shyness forums. Always felt that I a bit relieved when I found so many people posting about the same problems I have. Felt like I belonged somewhere and mostly felt connected.
But now I just feel disconnected from it all. I feel I can't relate to the people .. including the people here.
I am not sure what bought it on. Maybe the fact that I feel old. I have had a birthday not so long ago and was thinking about the fact that I have stayed at this apartment for quite a few years. Time passing has always bugged me. Its probably that.
The feeling of being disconnected... its tied to loneliness but, the worse thing is the feeling of hopelessness. Dammit! I haven't been this low for a while... I have been anxious and worried, but not depressed.. bugger!
Does anybody feel like that?
-SS