-Use the phone
-Get a job
-Get my own apartment(haven't because of the phone thing)
-Hang out with people without having to drink to be somewhat sociable
-Go grocery shopping without having a panic attack
*have a job
*join a band (making music, singing)
*working on my driving theory
*go more to friends
*go to sports
*shopping
*going out
*taking life easily
*see everything in a positive, beautiful way
*dont be afraid anymore in social situations
*and SOOO much more..
I just want to stop overthinking and overanalyzing. I've wasted so much time just sitting by myself, pondering life, that I've let so much of it pass me by. In terms of experiences I'm like a 15 year old, and the older I get, the more I resent and regret that. So I guess if I could choose any one thing, it would be to think and rationalize like a normal person.
