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itisgoingtobefine said: ↑
Now days I'm just a confused mess of hormones and depression. That's my excuse for why you don't see me trying anymore. Even when I do get a woman to talk to me a little bit. That's all it is anymore, is just a little bit. That connection I used to get in the old days just doesn't seem to happen anymore. My heart isn't in it like once was. I lost all hope. I mean I really have! I have tried to even make myself hope and I can't do it anymore.

For me, the little tid-bits or scraps i get thrown are worse than useless, as they remind me of what i can never have. I wouldn't be surprised if i'm still a virgin on my deathbed.