Mokkat
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I don't know which topic to put this in, so I'm putting it inhere
It's currently 6 am here, I'm writing this in tears, with help from windows numerical mouse help.
I was just robbed. I was playing Zombie Panic Source with a friend, drunk and careless, at 5 am in the middle of night, and someone knocks on my door. Its a gentle knock so I figure its a neighbor who thinks Im noisy or something, I go to open the door, and... two hooded men wearing scarfs over their faces force me to the bathroom floor with a kitchen knife. I comply without hesitation. They explain to me they want to make sure Im not dealing drugs in town and go through my room. At one point they ask me aggressively why I dont have "anything". They are at it for some 3-5 minutes.
At the end they tell me that they know people usually call the cops, and that I should stay put staring into the floor for 5 minutes if I didnt want to get hurt, and that they will leave the phone outside.
The cops have been here to investigate, they didnt seem very able to do anything about it.
Im not sure if they snatched anything, my wallet, (cheap) phone, etc were still there. Except for maybe a few dvds, the only thing they took were the mouse for my computer, my MX518. Not my expensive books for study, not my audio interface, not my wallet or VISA card, etc...
After I had the police over to investigate, I started wondering... They took my mouse... All of my life Ive turned to my computer for security and control. I have no friends, I dont take pride in or get much motivation from my hobbies, I dont fit in... Now these criminals have taken my mouse away, and I cant even play games or surf the internet...
Is this karma? Im not religious or anything, and I dont think much of fate or other possibilities... Does something want to force me to do something different with my life? The only thing I can do at this point without without seriously depressing or hating myself is to use the computer, and now that possibility has been forced away from me... Im lost
It's currently 6 am here, I'm writing this in tears, with help from windows numerical mouse help.
I was just robbed. I was playing Zombie Panic Source with a friend, drunk and careless, at 5 am in the middle of night, and someone knocks on my door. Its a gentle knock so I figure its a neighbor who thinks Im noisy or something, I go to open the door, and... two hooded men wearing scarfs over their faces force me to the bathroom floor with a kitchen knife. I comply without hesitation. They explain to me they want to make sure Im not dealing drugs in town and go through my room. At one point they ask me aggressively why I dont have "anything". They are at it for some 3-5 minutes.
At the end they tell me that they know people usually call the cops, and that I should stay put staring into the floor for 5 minutes if I didnt want to get hurt, and that they will leave the phone outside.
The cops have been here to investigate, they didnt seem very able to do anything about it.
Im not sure if they snatched anything, my wallet, (cheap) phone, etc were still there. Except for maybe a few dvds, the only thing they took were the mouse for my computer, my MX518. Not my expensive books for study, not my audio interface, not my wallet or VISA card, etc...
After I had the police over to investigate, I started wondering... They took my mouse... All of my life Ive turned to my computer for security and control. I have no friends, I dont take pride in or get much motivation from my hobbies, I dont fit in... Now these criminals have taken my mouse away, and I cant even play games or surf the internet...
Is this karma? Im not religious or anything, and I dont think much of fate or other possibilities... Does something want to force me to do something different with my life? The only thing I can do at this point without without seriously depressing or hating myself is to use the computer, and now that possibility has been forced away from me... Im lost