I like people and would love to connect with someone and get married, but I simply hate actually comunicating with people. It's so difficult and awkward and it never improves. Practice doesn't make perfect. Something must be different about our brains. Just trying to look someone in the eyes is awkward and the things I stress out over are nutso. It's like the social part of my brain is scared to truely connect with another person. It's sad, but I will never be capable of falling in love due to this. My brain is just different... and not in a good way. How about you guys? Do you think your brain chemistry is stinky?