Iseesky
Well-known member
It basically describes how I'm feeling right now to a T...
In the car I just can't wait
to pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm too scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat
When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that i'm probably gonna miss
...Yeah. I'm going on my 'first date' tonight. I made a post...yesterday? about the guy being my longtime crush and talking to him on the bus. He texted me yesterday asking if I wanted to go see 2012 at the theatre. I said yes, relieved that the first date would be a movie date. The perfect date for a socially anxious person!
I was fine yesterday. Excited...Now this morning I'm terrified! I have no idea what time we're going. I'm hoping we'll go later in the evening so I have time to calm myself down a bit. I don't know if he's picking me up, or if we're meeting at the theatre. As expected, I feel sick to my stomach right now. I have chills, I'm shaking. I feel like throwing up. This would be the point where I would text him saying that I don't feel good, and that I couldn't go. BUT, I'm not doing that. I have to get my first date over with. The more I go on, the more comfortable it'll be. But, until then, I'm going to be a nervous wreck! As you all know, it's not as easy as saying 'don't be nervous!' I need tips on how to calm myself down prior to and during the date. Because, if I'm anxious on the date, I'm likely going to make a fool out of myself somehow. Whether it be running to the bathroom to throw up, or just calling someone to pick me up. For those of you who have been on dates/a date, what do you do to keep your normal level of sanity? How do you keep your thinking positive.
I can't really say what I'm worried about. I'm confident in my looks, he's a big talker, so I'm not worried about awkward silences. To be honest, I think I might just be scared of being really anxious on the date and throwing up in front of him! :: Help!
In the car I just can't wait
to pick you up on our very first date
Is it cool if I hold your hand?
Is it wrong if I think it's lame to dance?
Do you like my stupid hair?
Would you guess that I didn't know what to wear?
I'm too scared of what you think
You make me nervous so I really can't eat
When you smile, I melt inside
I'm not worthy for a minute of your time
I really wish it was only me and you
I'm jealous of everybody in the room
Please don't look at me with those eyes
Please don't hint that you're capable of lies
I dread the thought of our very first kiss
A target that i'm probably gonna miss
...Yeah. I'm going on my 'first date' tonight. I made a post...yesterday? about the guy being my longtime crush and talking to him on the bus. He texted me yesterday asking if I wanted to go see 2012 at the theatre. I said yes, relieved that the first date would be a movie date. The perfect date for a socially anxious person!
I was fine yesterday. Excited...Now this morning I'm terrified! I have no idea what time we're going. I'm hoping we'll go later in the evening so I have time to calm myself down a bit. I don't know if he's picking me up, or if we're meeting at the theatre. As expected, I feel sick to my stomach right now. I have chills, I'm shaking. I feel like throwing up. This would be the point where I would text him saying that I don't feel good, and that I couldn't go. BUT, I'm not doing that. I have to get my first date over with. The more I go on, the more comfortable it'll be. But, until then, I'm going to be a nervous wreck! As you all know, it's not as easy as saying 'don't be nervous!' I need tips on how to calm myself down prior to and during the date. Because, if I'm anxious on the date, I'm likely going to make a fool out of myself somehow. Whether it be running to the bathroom to throw up, or just calling someone to pick me up. For those of you who have been on dates/a date, what do you do to keep your normal level of sanity? How do you keep your thinking positive.
I can't really say what I'm worried about. I'm confident in my looks, he's a big talker, so I'm not worried about awkward silences. To be honest, I think I might just be scared of being really anxious on the date and throwing up in front of him! :: Help!