It was really difficult for me in elementary and middle school. In middle school, I clearly remember this one kid who gave me shit all the time-he used to harass me by spitting on me as I walked by, laughing at me and saying I'm a mute, getting a gang of his friends to poke fun at me as I walked by...in math class they used to through staples in my hair and whenever I did speak up in class to answer a question, they would imitate the sound of my voice. It was really one of the most horrible times of my life.
In elementary school, kids still made fun of me, but what really damaged my self esteem at such a young age was the adults who always made comments about my shy behavior. At a young age, you know, you want to be accepted by adults...but when you hear that being shy is a bad thing, and you're shy by nature, you can't help but think that there's something wrong with you. It really hurts and whenever I think back on it, I still feel like I want to cry. It was probably the worst hearing it from my parents. They didn't quite know how to handle it, especially my mother. She is also a highly sensitive person and I remember seeing her cry when I was younger because I "had a social problem" according to my teachers and needed to be evaluated. That type of stuff really sticks with you. It could probably explain my low self esteem today...