truffleshuffle
Well-known member
I feel I am stuck, I try to move forward but I am buried to deep in the quicksand and don;t have anything to grab ahold of. I came here because I was tired of just talking to my self and at the very least I will find a few people who have some of the issues I do and could relate. I chat with a few people but I can;t let my self feel real comfortable doing it because I always feel that I am intruding on them and that they don;t really want to chat with me but are doing so out of either pitty or just being nice. I don;t know what happend or when it happend but I trully exspect the worst out of everything and even in my own fantacy world nothing good happens. It starts out great everything is going my way and then boom something negitive creeps in and my world falls around my feet it never fails.Its like I want the pain and hurt or something Its a horrible cycle of self hate and no matter what I just can;t get out of the quicksand. Its like life is just waiting in a dark alley for me :bat: