^^^damn dude, nobody ever did anything liek that to my face, I was the man (in a quiet way) in high school becuase I was a "cool" kid in a cool group but was really quiet and girls liked me but hated me shyness so nothing ever really worked but that was 4 years ago and when I went to a party a couple years ago I got really drunk with my old friends becuase I didn't see them in a long time and was really depresed becuase my SA caught up to me and sicne I got more drunk than I ever got (I couldn't walk without falling and blacked out) I started balling about all sorts of shit at the time (girls, SA) and people laughed the next morning but I manned up and passed it aside as a really drunk night and some peopel understood.
I didn't know at the time that not everybody did and I only hung out with them a few more times over the years (now I ahven't seen them in a year). Anyways another friend of mine who I hardly see but is cool was hanging out with some of the old girls I knwo and he said that thye said "don't invite him to any of our parties, he's weird and emotional, and he doesn't hang out with anyone and he's just weird"
it hurt becuase one of those girls used to hang out with me all the time and called me her closest brother (friendship treatment lol), I helped her move and in high school on her birthday I was the only one to get her anything and for these people to turn ther backs hurt but it opened my eyes to not trust anybody. If I wasn't so socailly anxious I wanted to roll up tot here party with my friend and crash there party and cause major trouble and ruin there night but I'm not it was a dream but I can relate to what your going through jsut be glad there gone now. **** em