thoughts

basically im not very approachable and have been dubbed complex by most people i know. Alot of people are not very comfortable when i am around and i have often thought that i am too out of place. Sometimes i even think that im off on a different wave length than other people for instance like i) heres the everyday people, ii) heres slightly different people, iii) heres me. Im not really sure how to convey this feeling and thougt into words but i think that i realy do not belong, like everything is not my thing. the conformity of it all in a way is really bugging me. i hate the norm, any one else feel like this?

Yes! I've always had different ideals and interests than most people. I also have felt out of place, and yes the conformity that is expected of me bugs me aswell. I find i tend to think a bit deeper than most,sometimes to deep. :lol:

I think it's just because we were never fully socialized. Most people spend their childhoods being taught to like the things everybody else likes.

but when i was younger i was around many many people and over time i could just plain see the over all act they would sometimes put on and even see their hidden before hidden agendas. maybe sad-kitten is right about the thinking too much part. maybe i see too much of the flaws than to appreciate the overall beauty