endless8
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I moved away from home when I turned 23 to another state and I must say that it was the most productive fun filled five years of my life. My social phobia was almost non-existent and there was a beam of confidence in my eyes most of the time. I met a beautiful gf, had steady income, and just felt great about myself.
I moved back last year to start a restaurant business alongside my parents and It got to be the worst decison of my life. Dont get me wrong, my parents loved me to death and would do anything in the world for me but since coming home i felt like Im no longer in control and I must act a certain way in front because I have this thought in my head that I must be a certain way. To make things worst my gf of four years broke off the relationship after being away from her for a year. My orginal plan was for her to join me after I get the ball rolling but she decided that moving wasnt a option for her and to make matters worst she linked up with her co-worker.
My life is now turned upside down becase I decided to move back. Lost my gf, lost a sizable amount of money, lost my confidence, lost my dream of settling down to start a family. im 28 now and it seems like the end of the world because of one bad decision. Depression has really taken over as I find myself constantly waking up in the middle of the night regretting the one decision I made a year ago. I feel inferior to others and my sa has returned like never before. I am no longer able to feel relaxed or at ease with my surrounding anymore. Any advice on taking back control would be very much appreciated.
I moved back last year to start a restaurant business alongside my parents and It got to be the worst decison of my life. Dont get me wrong, my parents loved me to death and would do anything in the world for me but since coming home i felt like Im no longer in control and I must act a certain way in front because I have this thought in my head that I must be a certain way. To make things worst my gf of four years broke off the relationship after being away from her for a year. My orginal plan was for her to join me after I get the ball rolling but she decided that moving wasnt a option for her and to make matters worst she linked up with her co-worker.
My life is now turned upside down becase I decided to move back. Lost my gf, lost a sizable amount of money, lost my confidence, lost my dream of settling down to start a family. im 28 now and it seems like the end of the world because of one bad decision. Depression has really taken over as I find myself constantly waking up in the middle of the night regretting the one decision I made a year ago. I feel inferior to others and my sa has returned like never before. I am no longer able to feel relaxed or at ease with my surrounding anymore. Any advice on taking back control would be very much appreciated.