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Story of my life man.

Although I'm in no position to be giving dating advice, you shouldn't be dwelling on it. I see where you're coming from, and believe you me, I know. After a while of constant rejection, it's hard not to develop a grudge. Truth be told, the majority of it is our own fault. If you approach women with that mindset of worthlessness, you've already set yourself up for failure.

I think it's always good to have something you're confident in :]

Well if it wasn't meant to be, then there isn't much you can do about it. You're right, it is a two way street, however, I don't feel that thinking they are out to crush you is the right mindset.

Sorry if I offended you, good luck.

I don't know the dynamics of your situation, all I have to go by is your poem. If they are sensing anger towards them, perhaps you're projecting what you're feeling inside whether or not you think your acting it out. Your poem does strike a cord with me, I can relate to feeling worthless and unwanted. I've come to learn that even though I might not think I'm acting it out, they can easily pick up on it.

There's a lot to be said for solitude.