Suicidal???
- Thread starter Thissucks
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Hello everyone, im new on here. Just wanted a little support cause im feeling really suicidal right about now. Does anybody get the same feelings??
Chilling__Echo
Well-known member
i've never felt suicidal myself, but you've deffinately got some support here! do you have anyone that you feel you can talk to? whether you do or not, don't hesitate to mini message someone or send a PM, but don't keep your feelings inside.
lawyerguy
Well-known member
Hmm,
Life can get really really sad sometimes and things can seem like they can't get any worse especially if you have SP. Because we tend not to have the same support networ other people have. Being alone when you're depressed and suicidal isn't good. Human beings are social creatures, at least to a point. Its friday night, 12:43 am and I'm here in my room by myself depressed for other reasons. "sigh"...but it'll pass. and whatever it is that causes you to be suicidal..that'll pass too. Just remember to keep your heart and your life open to love..
Life can get really really sad sometimes and things can seem like they can't get any worse especially if you have SP. Because we tend not to have the same support networ other people have. Being alone when you're depressed and suicidal isn't good. Human beings are social creatures, at least to a point. Its friday night, 12:43 am and I'm here in my room by myself depressed for other reasons. "sigh"...but it'll pass. and whatever it is that causes you to be suicidal..that'll pass too. Just remember to keep your heart and your life open to love..
Danfalc
Banned
Thissucks!
Thissucks, i feel exactly the same as you, Im not religious in the slightest but i call god a shit head just in case he is listening for letting me wake up,This might sound really morbid, but i think about death a lot,cos it seems a pleasent thing compared to what most of us with sp/sa have to put up with. The thing i draw strength from is the hope that i will recover from it and to be able 2 do the things other peeps do and the things i use 2 take for granted. Also im a stubbon B*****d and refuse to let this s**t beat me.But i hope you or anyone else who feels the same can draw the strength from somthing to let u be able to struggle on
Thissucks, i feel exactly the same as you, Im not religious in the slightest but i call god a shit head just in case he is listening for letting me wake up,This might sound really morbid, but i think about death a lot,cos it seems a pleasent thing compared to what most of us with sp/sa have to put up with. The thing i draw strength from is the hope that i will recover from it and to be able 2 do the things other peeps do and the things i use 2 take for granted. Also im a stubbon B*****d and refuse to let this s**t beat me.But i hope you or anyone else who feels the same can draw the strength from somthing to let u be able to struggle on
GettingThere
Well-known member
It gets really tough at times.
I think that the key is to understand and to appreciate what you do have rather than what you don't (a good social life). Just imagine what it would be like to be blind or paraylsed. And you have the freedom which so many people in other countries don't have..and you have food in your stomach...and you have clothes on your back...and a roof over your head..etc, etc. At another time in history you may have been called to fight in a war. We take a lot for granted - the trick is to not do so.
I think that the key is to understand and to appreciate what you do have rather than what you don't (a good social life). Just imagine what it would be like to be blind or paraylsed. And you have the freedom which so many people in other countries don't have..and you have food in your stomach...and you have clothes on your back...and a roof over your head..etc, etc. At another time in history you may have been called to fight in a war. We take a lot for granted - the trick is to not do so.
Chilling__Echo
Well-known member
i feel that way alot worrydoll. after getting out of depression earlier in the year, i would sit in my dorm room and look out the window at all the other windows and wonder how many were on the other side that were depressed or suicidal and no one else knew. a guy in my dorm at the beginning of the year killed himself and it was just disturbing, just because you don't know who is out there and no way to find out.
i love this masterpiece2! i agree with that alot, i've never seen death as a way out cuz life is always changing, even in a time of happiness, it's all about attitude!
Ptarmigan
Member
I do get suicidal about once or twice a week. Then I ask myself if it really is necessary to do it today or could it wait until tomorrow. So far I have never had a reason not to leave it until the next day. The thought that "I'm gonna die soon so nothing really matters" makes me feel better and suddenly I don't want to die anymore.
Hellraising
Well-known member
You are not suicidal. If you really are, you wouldn't be here posting this. You'd be really happy that you're leaving this world. And you'd be spending your time thinking and re-thinking all the steps that you're going to take, making sure that everything's going to turn out right.
You just have suicidal thoughts. Something that alot of people have or had.
You just have suicidal thoughts. Something that alot of people have or had.
marc72
Well-known member
It is refreshing to found a site like this. I have had suicidal thoughts myself feeling like a loser not reaching peoples expectations and goals in life. etc... im sure you guys can relate. From reading many of the post here on the suicidal issue. What keeps me going is consistent therapy believe it or not I am happy for
1. computer acess because I have a chance to navigate and finds interesting site like this for example.
2.I am fortunate to be orn in todays technology that help save my health amongst other things
3.Appreciation of good entertainment films etc...
All in all it is hard to talk to people especially when people have their own issues or they simply dont understand yours. I feel Anxiety and lonliness EQUALS= a horrible feeling, even when you do have friends. that is weird.
1. computer acess because I have a chance to navigate and finds interesting site like this for example.
2.I am fortunate to be orn in todays technology that help save my health amongst other things
3.Appreciation of good entertainment films etc...
All in all it is hard to talk to people especially when people have their own issues or they simply dont understand yours. I feel Anxiety and lonliness EQUALS= a horrible feeling, even when you do have friends. that is weird.