dont_swallow
Member
Oh my god, each of the posts I've made so far, I get a surge of fear as i press "submit", because I get a thought that says "this is not real - someone you know is going to see this post and know that you made it. It's all a big joke, and they're going to take the piss out of you, going Aaaah, you're a social fucktard"
But it's not!
There's actually an internet forum for people like me. Amazing!
Anyway, I'm 28, live in Wellington, NZ, and my first thought every morning is what a social fuckup i am!
And the thing is, I know that by any objective measure, I'm really not - everyone I've told about my anxieties (all of 2 people, ever), has been surprised.
Anyway, as the title says, it feels soooo liberating to admit it, even if it is only online.
But it's not!
There's actually an internet forum for people like me. Amazing!
Anyway, I'm 28, live in Wellington, NZ, and my first thought every morning is what a social fuckup i am!
And the thing is, I know that by any objective measure, I'm really not - everyone I've told about my anxieties (all of 2 people, ever), has been surprised.
Anyway, as the title says, it feels soooo liberating to admit it, even if it is only online.
