Plissken
Active member
I absolutely hated it, it was a cashier at a sports venue. Dealing with customers all day, answering phones, worst of all the co workers and bosses who were always talking to each other and me and all that. I never got comfortable at all and the anxiety just got worse and worse. I can't face it again. My gut has been churning with anxiety for the past week straight thinking about it. When I go back, everyone's going to want to know what I've been up to and all that shit, and I just can't stand it.
The only reason I'm returning is that my mom is friends with the manager's wife, so she set it up again. I've been unemployed for a few months now so she's no longer letting me have a choice.
I've been hoping something would come up to give me a good reason not to return. Like I wish I could have a seizure or something or actually go insane or something to have an excuse. Or I get in a car wreck or something on the way, not that anyone gets hurt or anything.
I just don't want to be trapped there again. My mom will be furious if I don't go but I'm just so scared about it. I want a job where you don't have to deal with people at all. I wish I could work from home.
I can't face my fears, I already worked there and another place and I ended up quiting because of it.
The only reason I'm returning is that my mom is friends with the manager's wife, so she set it up again. I've been unemployed for a few months now so she's no longer letting me have a choice.
I've been hoping something would come up to give me a good reason not to return. Like I wish I could have a seizure or something or actually go insane or something to have an excuse. Or I get in a car wreck or something on the way, not that anyone gets hurt or anything.
I just don't want to be trapped there again. My mom will be furious if I don't go but I'm just so scared about it. I want a job where you don't have to deal with people at all. I wish I could work from home.
I can't face my fears, I already worked there and another place and I ended up quiting because of it.