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GibsonJeFF

Member
I'm so close to giving up and hanging myself. I am miserable and feel that there isn't any reason for me to go on. I'll be lucky if I'm still here in 24 hours.
 

laure15

Well-known member
Is there anyone you can talk to? There are government-sponsored hotlines you can call (you can search for them online). Talking to a professional might help.
 

nodejesque

Well-known member
You're a musician. You should focus all your pain and hurt into your art.... for what its woth, I think there's alot you can offer the world. Music is a beautiful thing... and can definitely contribute to the healing of your pain.

I hope it all works out for you... don't let the sadness and desperation consume you. Exert all that energy into your gibson, you never know.... might change how you feel.
 

GibsonJeFF

Member
I could look. Wish people on here had two way voice chatting apps downloaded on their smartphones. Like hey hey tell.
 

FallenFeathers

Well-known member
Please try not to give up. I was so close to death last Christmas. I was very tired with life too, just tired of the constant pain. I remember my consciousness fading away as they were trying to work on getting me breathing again, and I just remember not being scared, just relieved I didn't have to carry on fighting this constant battle.

Flash forward a few months to now. I'm far from content in life, but Im happy im here.. I still struggle and get down, I still have a **** load of problems. But I do have reasons to smile and things which make all the ****ty stuff worth putting up with.

The promise of a better tomorrow might seem like a crappy reason to carry on, after all.. that's what keeps most of us going in the first place till we get to this point we want to give up, so that must sound very hollow to you right now, but as long as we keep enduring things can change.
 
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