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I've got no idea what sharing love in a family is like as i've never had it. I think i heard my parents doing 'it' like once. We are now(me, mum, brother, any more family further away etc) are very distant. We talk if we have to kind of thing. Most of my family actually hate each other. But i...

Went on msn, a guy was on who i had spoken to once before and we spoke had a very nice conversation and spoke for hours before once. He even said he had enjoyed talking to me and hoped we'd speak again. He wasnt on ages after but i loved the conv and couldnt wait to talk to him again. He was on...

god damn hate this town. there's such a lack of aspiration... fcuk sake:mad: I am sick of myself why did i get made this unlikable. i wish people would stop coming to me about problems it seems youv sussed iout im a fukcing doormart well maybe you should try going to someone that actually...

I met a guy online who i spoek to for a prettttty long time, 2 years. We always got on through that time and we met up twice this year, as he said he wanted us to be friends, and to know me in real life etc He even spoke about relationships. And was on about if we got on etc. I was tooo. So i...

I think that is the title of my life. I've gone off another site, cos some people don't seem to want me on there v much. Got me thinking, 'well if i can't be allowed on a social phobia site then where the hell can i be accepted' I didn't think of an answer. Basically i'm still improving with...

Well, happy xmas and new year spw'ers. =] and hope you all got trhu xmas fine etc But now it's back to the same old moaning, the fact i was completely alone through xmas, and will be thru new year, sat at the pc, Staying up all night and sleeping in the day, coz there's just no point in life...

was a rant >__<

I hate to even say it as i may jinx it but now i think i am more likely depressed rather thna badly sa. I mean i can actually talk to people and have a wee convo. Ask people things..I'm still v quiet but maybe that's just the way i am. I'm pleased that i may have made wee bit progress but also...

when she is as ****ed in the mind as me?:(: i was at a gig the other week and then i realised hw outa touch i was from society.. i stood alone and they were all taking in their wee groups. tears actually came into ma eyes and i had to turn round coz i could have started crying. i felt so...

I'm wondering if how i feel could maybe be the start of bi-polar..or just anythin else lol, i really am desperate to know why i feel how i do. I won't put up with it much longer, i know when people read this they'll label me, there's nothing i can do about beeing the way i am..feeling the way i...

1st..don't reply if you don't like me or are gona say somthin nasty. I am trying to be decent about this all.. This is gonna sound paranoid in probably all parts..but here goes nothin.. Okay i have a crush on a guy i don't even know..and .. well..tbh nothing can happen. and i'm sure he talks to...

HAAAA. bullied. Naw. what i meant was that he's too damn lazy to get one. not discriminating any of you people who have reasons why you can't work. Fs. I'm going to leave now. Certainly didn't take much.

And this is probly gona be a ranty thread, or stuff i have said before but i can't actually hold it back I am so lonely [oh here we go again, who gives a sh**] That i would have probably got more attention if i'd gone out and cried on a street corner and seen if anyone wuda noticed/spoke to...

i feel that i really have to get away from here. all the same people i have known a lot of since i was a kid. i really do not wanna be around here in a few yrs time, i wanna make a fresh start. not that i think people would be any more accepting, but i need to get away from bitchin girls who...

Bye I'm going ita always the same. i cant get on anywhere i go, people are always gona be the same. i cant face people irl. now i cant face people on the itn. it's only gona be a matter of time before everyone hates me more aswell. i just cant face that so better go b4 it starts thought i'd...

well yr nt gettin any. i'm FED UP of bein the shitty borin crappy person i am. how come WHENEVER anyne talks to me it HAS to involve the way i look. il tell yi why, cos no1 gives a fukk about ma personality. cos they simply do not care. a duno man, people must be rly odd 2 only like people cos...

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This is pointless ! :eek: But i'm gona say it anyways. I looked at a pic of a girl who bullied me, and she still looks like the same plastic bxtch that she was at school. But like, the way she was to her 'pals' i'm surprised she has any left. she was sitting with a couple girls i had no idea...

And first thing you're gonna say is that i don't even try isn't it. well im sorry but i fkn do and i shall tell ye why. sorry. but i do think i do care about other people. apparently no-one believes i have sa. don't lie you know it's true. they look at the way i look and think no way can i...

This may be long & will probs include random crap that i say alllllll the time. Just cos i feel so annoyed with myself right now. Right, well how come wherever i go i never fit in? I'm always just used. I'm talking nursery, primary school, high school, on the internet, in the library, in the...