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  1. Dark angel

    Feeling like is time to move on and quit my job...

    (Sorry for the loooong post but I needed to vent) ... It gets worse and worse each day. I got this job on a temporary basis and now it has become a permanent situation. I started out here because after graduating I was pretty much lost on what my next step should've being( still quite lost but...
  2. Dark angel

    I just want to SCREAM!!

    But there ain't no way ,I can't find no voice. You know what I mean? There's so much going on inside my head but there's no way of explaining it or of making others understand. I used to complain about how everything was before. During college, I hated going to classes because I always felt my...
  3. Dark angel

    Did mom acted the wrong way?

    Hi everyone! I wanted to ask your opinion on something. Recently some new neighbors move relatively across my house.(Mmm I think like 4 months or so... a family of four if I'm not mistaken) and there was a rather uncomfortable situation. My uncle usually comes home to help my mom to get the...
  4. Dark angel

    Really unercomfortable with sex talk...

    No matter how old I am(late 20's), I still feel uncomfortable with sex talk. I work as a telephone operator at a hospital at the moment and I work in the same little office with two other gals(Sara and Grace). One of her( Sara) was going to get drinks afterwards with another of the girls(Maria)...
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    How does people do it?

    I'm referring to living. Moving forward, taking chances and being... ... happy. I definitely don't know how to do any of those. I've tried numerous times. I can say I've experienced "glimpse of happiness" or had a taste of it every now and then. But eventually that dark side of me always has to...
  6. Dark angel

    Great, someone implied that I will never get married!

    I mean, really. The other day I had a surprise birthday party with which I wasn't very happy about. The woman who made the indirect comment is an acquaintance of my family because she is the mother of one of my brother's friends. My mom usually does not invite her to stuff we do over here but...
  7. Dark angel

    The nightmare of being an introvert...

    Well, at least that's what I think I am, although not exactly sure. I just realize that my friends are going to make me a surprise birthday party today. Ok. I've been through them before, in fact all of the past years is the same thing but this one I didn't see it coming because my real birthday...
  8. Dark angel

    Really deep conversation with my co-worker: Wondering how alone you guys feel...

    Ok. So those of you who have read my previous post know that I got a job a few months ago( 2 months to be exactly) and it was very hard to adjust at first. Now I feel a little bit more comfortable and I have a very nice relationship with the two girls that work with me. They are kind and funny...
  9. Dark angel

    I reacted so wrong at work today

    Hi everyone! Hopefully y'all doing good. I need a place to vent after what happened today at work. As I mentioned in one of my earlier posts I recently started working at a hospital coordinating the appointments for patients and making the confirmation of those appointments. I've been there...
  10. Dark angel

    Scared as hell!! Starting new job tomorrow...

    I just received the phone call this morning that I got this temporary job position at a hospital answering phone calls and doing basically some receptionist duties. I'm scared, I haven't work in almost 8 years. And all of this is gonna be new for me. I'm scared because in order to do this, I had...
  11. Dark angel

    Weirdest Valentine's Day Ever! I don't know if I did the right thing?

    A VERY LONG POST, SORRY FOR IT!!!! Ok. So here is the thing. I've been talking to this guy who used to study with me when we were kids.( I mentioned this on a previous post but for those who might not have read it I'll resume the whole thing) We found each other on facebook a long while ago but...
  12. Dark angel

    Talking with one of the guys who used to make fun of me

    Isn't it weird? He added me on facebook and I accepted his friend request. My best friend posted a meme on my wall and we started talking about the picture. Eventually he joined our conversation through the comments and then another girl that studied with us in school when we were kids joined...
  13. Dark angel

    Feeling quite sad right now :( I need some support...

    I'm getting stressed and I'm really sad right now. I feel like I want to cry but I can't. Next week I'm going to take an important test that could define pretty much my future and my dreams of a lifetime but I know I'm going to fail because today I took a practice test and I didn't do well. This...
  14. Dark angel

    "Being positive will bring good things to you..." Do you believe in this?

    Today, a member of my family came home and suggested me to watch some youtube videos that a friend of hers recommended. The videos pretty much were about keeping a positve attitude and also revolved around the whole New Age movement, which is pretty much a way of thinking of how to find...
  15. Dark angel

    Definitely socially inept...

    I do not understand how people do it, seriously, how they interact with each other, how they manage to achieve success, to not be afraid, to talk, to be simply part of a society. It is a mystery to me. I say this because almost a week ago, my brother had a birthday and he organized the real...
  16. Dark angel

    I can't help but wonder that a lot of things in life are overrated

    What are the things in life that you consider are overrated? Ok, here's the thing. I got this best friend who is just 5-6 days to into labor and she is very excited about it. She has being nervous also 'cause she is a first time mom and she doesnt know what the moment is gonna be like and how...
  17. Dark angel

    Sometimes I wonder if the rest of the world is wrong or is it just me...

    Sometimes I wonder if the rest of the world is wrong or is me who does not deserve to be part of this society. I dont want to sound like a pessimist(which I am most of the time) but here is the only place I can vent and feel like you guys can understand me. I feel like the rest of the world is...
  18. Dark angel

    Am I the only who dread going to sleep?

    I mean, is not like I suffer constant nightmares neither I suffer from insomnia. But this has become a new modality for me lately. Usually when I go to sleep I just don't want to. It is like a way of me trying to hold back time( as if I could *sigh*). I just fear the next day to come. The funny...
  19. Dark angel

    Paranoid over suicide

    Hi everyone. I just want to share a thought and see if I'm the only one over here who thinks this way. I don't know if it is the fact that I'm having too much time under my hands but today I've been thinking a lot about suicide.This is not a desperate call for attention or anything, is just...
  20. Dark angel

    So, the cutest guy in class sat next to me today...

    I was in my statistics class today(which I hate with a burning passion) and this guy who I consider to be the cutest one in the classroom sat next to me today. He usually sits in the front but because the computer where he sits didn't work, he had to move to the back of the room and decided to...
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